I'm not happy. Not happy in the slightest.

Before the British credit crunch, I had a job. Now I don't. Which means no money. I spent most of my last paycheck on a new graphics tablet. A Wacom Bamboo One, to be precise. Then I moved in at my fiancees flat, unable to afford living where I was.

Now, somewhere in the move, I lost the pen to the tablet, which means that the project I've been working on for the best part of nearly 2 years will not be finished. I haven't submitted anything before because I wanted this project to be my first.

All I'm left with now is just a bunch of crappy songs which have somehow not been erased from the audio portal, a blank flash area with my name on and no friends. What is the world coming to?

I've asked around for some help in obtaining a new pen, but to no avail. My last option was to ask Tom, but I'm not holding out for anything. A fairly unknown NG User such as myself never gets any breaks.

It sucks major Captain's Ass, not being able to finish what I started, I can't finish it with a mouse because it just won't look right at all.

I guess its welcome to Britain. And Epic Failure.

And now, to tears again...